CNY 2010

Long time din't update my blog, luckily it not yet dead. Hmm now just stepped into year 2010, I have new revolution and new target, and of course I hope that I can further my study in university. The Chinese New Year celebration had come to an end, so let the photos tell the stories.

decoration of my house during cny

steamboat

enjoying the steamboat

us!

cousin in Kulim, Butterworth

smile~

liang's house

chien

happy ending~~

*I am glad that my family always right beside me no matter what,so I love you all very much and Happy CNY 2010! ^v^

生命

生命中

不断地有人离开或进出

于是，看见的，看不见了

记住的，遗忘了

生命中

不断地有得到和失落

于是，看不见的，看见了

遗失的，记住了

然而

看不见的

是不是就等于不存在？

记住的是不是永远不会消失？

End

Finally everything has come to the end, we have a long conversation yesterday and we kept talk and talk about what happened recently. We then talk about our inner feelings about each other, and I am happy that we were quite frank to each other. Now only I truly understand what really happened to her recently, she was over pressure herself and very depressed, until she had problems with family and friends. I am so sorry that I could not company her while she suffer it alone, she looked pale and weak.

I almost cried when she told me what happened, her problems was serious than mine and also serious than when she was in secondary school. But she just suffer it all by herself without teiling anyone included me as she afraid that it would affected my mood and studies. I feel sad for her, she do not deserved all this, she should be a cheerful girl. My heart feel the pain of her and the depression of her when she going through all this.

She had promised me that she will be frank with me and let me company her no matter what happen. If our earth really will have a huge disaster in 2012, I will glad that you are in my life and I wanna tell you that
you are my life's one miracle.

慢舞

爱 像跳慢舞
紧紧抓着一起踏步
选对舞伴万众瞩目
但 我们舞步
为了追寻完美
练太熟了反而虚伪
飞旋 一起飞旋 自我麻醉
旋转 不停旋转
忘了 彼此抓紧
此空虚无止 漫步跳舞
小心翼翼舞步
心里有数 是最后支舞
就闭眼忘了呼吸的投入
像漫步跳舞 我们不哭
用默默地祝福 只等这远去
渐渐静下来
我们学不会跳的慢舞 结束

At this moment,

my heart was empty,

question and questions keep repeating in my mind,

what if you made the mistake?

what I suppose to do if you made the same mistake again?

can I accept it or not?

can I still accept you as my friend?

I know that as your friend,

I should support you no matter how,

and you also frank with me about who you really are.

But I know that it was a mistake,

really a mistake,

even myself also cannot accept it,

and I also cannot accept you at one moment.

You knew it was a terrible mistake,

and you also promised me that you won't repeat it again.

But now,

there was a lots of rumour spreading around,

is it a fact?

or it was just..rumour?

I think i will quite dissapointed if you really did it again,

but then I will still support you no matter how,

I just wanna tell you that I don't mind who you are,

because no matter what,

you are my best friend,

and I don't care how other people think about you,

I will still stand by your side,

as long as you be frank enough with me.

朋友

总觉得有朋友，有了朋友的爱，有了对朋友的爱，是件十分窝心的事。有时候，当我在读书时，会想起一个又一个的朋友，想起许多共同经历的事，想起曾经说过的话，那种温柔和窝心会立刻包围我，令我感到没有那么疲倦，那么累。

也许，朋友不是那么重要，可是，朋友又的确那么重要，因为在我们的生命里，或许我们可以没有感动，没有胜利，没有其他的东西，但，不能没有家人和朋友。

朋友是什么呢？
朋友是有悲伤一起哭，有欢乐一起笑，一起看星星，而且当两个朋友分别在两个地方时，都会想念对方，祝福对方。

朋友，是一种温柔，一种别样的温柔。
朋友的可贵不是因为曾一同走过的岁月，朋友最难得的是分别以后依然会时时想起，依然能记得你，你是我的朋友。

朋友，我会好好珍惜我和你的友情，直到我的心跳停止。

You are special to me

*Miss you

when I miss you

my heart feels the heat;

when I am with you

every moment becomes sweet.