Outing

We have long time didn't being to beach already so we decided to recall our memories in Teluk Bahang last Saturday. It's actually rain heavily last Saturday morning but luckily it stopped.We reached there at about 1.30pm and the view there was nice. So lets the photos be the talk..^^

my crazy big bro

him again..

nice?

by my bro

by my mumy

me

with my mumy

sam, jian ye and me

yea!

well, we enjoyed ourselves very much.

by my mumy

Sandy!

the sea..looked so peaceful..

the evening view

^V^

yaya I bring my Barney to the beach..

cute right??

hehe..XD

on the way home..

The outing this time was fun and I had enjoyed myself very well but there are still got several problems which keep appearing in my mind. I gonna said it on my mind, something about us doesn't seems right these days. I really confuse and in dilemma, what should I do?? Perhaps I should just forget it and strive hard for STPM!

Reflection

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else?
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think?
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me?
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?


*A song that describing my feelings...

Feelings

I dunno how to describe my feeling now,

I feel sad, disappointed and....breathless.

I lost myself for a moment,

I dunno what should I do..

Maybe this is just faith,

and I should trust on it.

I let myself believe that miracles could happen,

but it doesn't.

My mind full of confusion,

and also full of questions.

I confuse my feeling with the truth,

and now I need to pretend I don't really care.

I am just so naive to believe that everything will be fine,

now only I realize that the reality and fairytale are totally different.

Perhaps all I need to do is just hide the sadness deep inside my heart.

Promise

Today you send a message to me,

and ask whether am I free

as you wanna come to met me at my house,

then we deal it on Friday.

I am happy but also scare,

I happy because you keep your promise

and you remember it.

I scare because I still don't know how to face you,

I don't know what should I said..

Besides,

I am so touch that you wanna come so far

just to met me and talk with me.

I don't know whether we will settle our problems

and obstacles between us or not,

but I will still keep my promise to you..

Friends Forever..

Update!

Feel tiring and exhausted as just finish my second test,
but luckily got one week holidays,
I can relax my mind for a few days,
and recharge my energy,
but it won't stay long as our trial exam will be in Oktober,
need to study hard for it...sigh..

Besides I got something important to settle now,
I dunno whether will she remember or not,
but I guess she will.
The problem now is..
what should I say?
maybe i should just stay silent during our conversation?
or.........
Perhaps she forget already??
It's good if she forget as I really dunno what to do...
I am in dilemma..gosh..





*p/s: Hey Jeslynn, I updated my blog d!^^

A Real Friend

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn’t know your parents’ first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it’s not a friendship until you’ve had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you.




*I wish that I am your real friend...

纸鹤

你知道纸鹤代表什么吗？
纸鹤代表着我对你的祝福与思念。

考试快到了，
你要照顾好身体，
生病了要休息，
不要逞强，
知道吗？

在这段期间，
你和我都很难过，
你说等考完这次的月考后要与我谈，
我期待但同时也很担心，
我们会是开心呢？
还是不欢而散？
种种的可能性出现在我脑海里。

但我们会解决我们的问题，
因为我相信我和你有心电感因，
我们总有着别人看不见的默契，
别人不明白的言语。

我送了一只纸鹤给你，
它将带着我的祝福，
跟随着你，
直到永远。。