Feelings

I dunno how to describe my feeling now,

I feel sad, disappointed and....breathless.

I lost myself for a moment,

I dunno what should I do..

Maybe this is just faith,

and I should trust on it.

I let myself believe that miracles could happen,

but it doesn't.

My mind full of confusion,

and also full of questions.

I confuse my feeling with the truth,

and now I need to pretend I don't really care.

I am just so naive to believe that everything will be fine,

now only I realize that the reality and fairytale are totally different.

Perhaps all I need to do is just hide the sadness deep inside my heart.