Feelings

I dunno how to describe my feeling now,

I feel sad, disappointed and....breathless.

I lost myself for a moment,

I dunno what should I do..

Maybe this is just faith,

and I should trust on it.

I let myself believe that miracles could happen,

but it doesn't.

My mind full of confusion,

and also full of questions.

I confuse my feeling with the truth,

and now I need to pretend I don't really care.

I am just so naive to believe that everything will be fine,

now only I realize that the reality and fairytale are totally different.

Perhaps all I need to do is just hide the sadness deep inside my heart.

Promise

Today you send a message to me,

and ask whether am I free

as you wanna come to met me at my house,

then we deal it on Friday.

I am happy but also scare,

I happy because you keep your promise

and you remember it.

I scare because I still don't know how to face you,

I don't know what should I said..

Besides,

I am so touch that you wanna come so far

just to met me and talk with me.

I don't know whether we will settle our problems

and obstacles between us or not,

but I will still keep my promise to you..

Friends Forever..

Update!

Feel tiring and exhausted as just finish my second test,
but luckily got one week holidays,
I can relax my mind for a few days,
and recharge my energy,
but it won't stay long as our trial exam will be in Oktober,
need to study hard for it...sigh..

Besides I got something important to settle now,
I dunno whether will she remember or not,
but I guess she will.
The problem now is..
what should I say?
maybe i should just stay silent during our conversation?
or.........
Perhaps she forget already??
It's good if she forget as I really dunno what to do...
I am in dilemma..gosh..





*p/s: Hey Jeslynn, I updated my blog d!^^

A Real Friend

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn’t know your parents’ first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it’s not a friendship until you’ve had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you.




*I wish that I am your real friend...

纸鹤

你知道纸鹤代表什么吗？
纸鹤代表着我对你的祝福与思念。

考试快到了，
你要照顾好身体，
生病了要休息，
不要逞强，
知道吗？

在这段期间，
你和我都很难过，
你说等考完这次的月考后要与我谈，
我期待但同时也很担心，
我们会是开心呢？
还是不欢而散？
种种的可能性出现在我脑海里。

但我们会解决我们的问题，
因为我相信我和你有心电感因，
我们总有着别人看不见的默契，
别人不明白的言语。

我送了一只纸鹤给你，
它将带着我的祝福，
跟随着你，
直到永远。。

还是让你走

遇见你 那天起
思念总不停
让我发觉这世界充满着爱的甜密
我好想把我的爱全部交托给你
一生一世都不分离
情已变 回不去
没人来决定
我只好选择离开
因为我不够任性
你让我变得好孤寂
你让我痛得没力气
伤了 自己
还是让你走
走了请你不要再回头
放开你的手
让爱这种感觉最难受
到底我们的问题是谁的责任
有谁来作平衡
我感到一点点无奈的心疼
还是让你离走
分手两字很难说出口
放开你的手
是我给你最后的温柔
不要 说借口无法
挽留



~最近喜欢上这首歌~

对不起！

对不起，真的对不起！
不要生气了好不好？
我不是故意的啦！
我不知道原来你是这样想的。。
我以为你不在乎。。
对不起，
伤害了你。。
对不起！