Appreciation

Thank you for yuen and hooi's advices,both of you are my best friend and I really appreciate that.Seriously, I glad that both of you appeared in my life and accompany me no matter what happened.

To yuen,
You are the one who always stay beside me and encourage me.You will always be there whenever I need you and you are also the one who knows me well. We are same type of person, that's why we have the telepathy that others never understand,you know what am I thinking and I also know what's in your mind. Whenever I sad or depressed, you will know it through my eyes.I know you care and worry about me, please don't worry about me,I will be fine. I promise.

To hooi,
You are right. 'We are people who hard to voice up our feelings and because of that we often bottle up ourselves. Sooner or later, we become very passive and any enthusiasm walks pass us will freezed as if there's no hope. We are not only hiding our feelings, but we are hiding our and wish as well. They only stay in out heart and diminished before they can come out from our mouth...' You are also the one who always give me advices and supports. Without you, I think I will mess up my mind with lots of facts and problems until my head explode.

Nevertheless, both of you are friends who play important roles in my life, I feel that I am so lucky to have friends like both of you. Thanks for let me be the lucky one and I will be all right.

无题

每个人总会有成长的一天，
我也是。
在成长的岁月中或许会遇到一些不愉快的事情，
但只要你放开胸怀，
坚强勇敢面对所有的事情，
你，
一定能跨越一切的障碍。

我现在才发现，
原来，
我一直都是执著的。
不论是对家人，
朋友或是我自己，
我都是这样。
当我面对问题时，
我都选择把它藏在心里，
不愿告诉任何人。
这，
算是在逃避吗？
我也不知道。

我在家人或朋友面前都很少掉眼泪，
或许是我不想让别人看见自己脆弱的一面吧。
我什么事情都是放在心里最深处，
如果你不问我，
我通常很少主动说出来。

我笑并不代表我快乐，
我哭并不代表我难过。
这样的我，
很虚伪吗？

最近，
我只想一个人静一静，
认真地去思考。

有时候，
眼泪会不知不觉地掉下来，
但是，
只要望着天空，
眼泪就不会掉下来么？

每个人在这世界上都有自己存在的意义，
那么我存在的意义是什么？



媛